I wrote this poem and painted this for Anthony when we were first married:
Purple Kisses
Your kisses are purple
Deep shades of violet
Cascading down my body
Until they reach my
Shoulders
Elbows
Fingertips
Then slowly retracting
As your lips leave my own
Leaving behind
A content rosy orange
I’m enfolded by your essence
Your being fills my mind
‘Til there’s nothing else but you
All my worries left behind
I close my eyes to absorb
Your yellow-green energy
It covers me like a mist
And when I lean my head
Against your chest
It fills me
Swirling with the orange
Creating a sunset
Of emotions
And I’m fully aware
This
Is love
My cares are melting away
Into plain and simple
You
I lost the painting after our first married move, and I’ve been looking for it for 6 years. I just found it in a box of files we were organizing before the “facilities tour.” In my mind, the poem and painting were 2 of the best things I’ve ever done (creatively) but when I found them, I was pretty disappointed. It’s like this every time I look over past art. Every time I picture it in my head or imagine the poem I wrote, it’s this gorgeous bit of perfection, and then I see it and I’m like, “This is what I was so proud of?!” It’s not that I think it’s bad, just not as good as I remembered. OK, some of my poems are pretty bad.
Anyway, here are 2 more pictures I found in the same file:
I still really like this one. I think I might frame it for the girls’ room.
I like the shading and texture on this one.



I like it all! Don’t be so hard on yourself! And that’s an order!